Fell in love once, I thought I'd met my soulmate♡
I thought that being with him was my destiny, maybe fate.
Although things went south, well, since day one;
Our eyes couldn't meet, I don't know what happened.
There was never a day when I didn't doubt my choice,
I didn't know what to say, never felt like I had a voice.
There was something so wrong,
It was something veiled, I couldn't quite put my finger on.
Then one day, tired of this childish play,
I gathered my courage and went on to say,
"Darling, we both know this is not working out,
I hope you understand that it's not you who it's about.
I sincerely hope that you get what I mean",
And that last message was left on seen.
And that day, I cried like I had never before,
My heart was aching, and my eyes were sore.
Before it all, we were the greatest friends,
Then feelings crept in and loused everything in the end.
I thought being with him, I had found my soulmate♡
Who knew that pure love could turn into pure hate?
Then people came to me and asked, "what's going on?"
But what could I say? I didn't what chapter of life I was on.
I was so confused about what ti say or do,
This hurricane of feelings in me, made feel so blue.
Didn't want to talk, didn't want to listen,
It hurt so much 'cause the pain just won't lessen...
Everyone kept telling me, "it's over, move on!"
But I knew it wasn't going to be easy to recover from.
Whatever happened, all's said and done,
And for that guy, so hard did I fall.
There was nothing else I could do,
He was my first love after all♡