Starry skies shiny night lights
Darkness around me
Gives me the highs
Sitting in the skywalk
Dreary night
Not scared of the lurking ghosts
Because my thoughts are the ones I have to fight
They say looking at the stars is looking back in time
So when I look at them
I see all the crimes
That haunt me and taunt me in my mind
The things I shouldn’t have said
The people I left
All I am left with is the sickening grief
Anxiety and pain are my only friends
Because misery is the only thing that has no end
The hands that hold mine so that I can believe
It ain't nothing that I feel
Your voice is the one that tells me
All the broken pieces can heal
Your heart that unravels mine
Makes me realise the happiness I couldn’t find
You sit beside me and show me how
Everything is not as bad as I thought
You can only show me the beauty in the menace I see
So when I say you are my happy
I don't mean that you're the only good thing in my life
You are just the one who can help me see the rest of the beauties amongst the chaos of my cries